I’m in jealous

I realized I’m in jealous. I’m so jealous…

Watching their condition make me desirous to be like them. Not because of their luxurious stuff, wealth, or even about the abundant facilities they have. No, for this reason I have to be thankful to Allah that I have much better life than some other people. I’m in jealous because of their composure. They looked so great: having such cool hand, patience, knowledgeable, and most to their conviction, their iman. I just want to be like them,,,